waktu dia dateng sih ngerasanya biasa aja tapi jujur lama kelamaan semua itu jadi luar biasa. dia yang selalu support dan menghibur. dia yang selalu marah marah. dia yang selalu ngomel ngomel nggak jelas. dia yang sok sok-an. semuanya lah. semuanya yang ada di dirinya. aku tau aku siapa. dan aku juga ngerti dia siapa dan kenapa dia bisa masuk ke kehidupanku. aku nggak tau dan nggak ngerti gimana caranya Tuhan. tapi yang pasti aku tau adalah ketika dia dateng, semuanya baik baik aja bahkan sangat baik. aku yang biasanya jadi stranger buat orang yang pertama kali kenal. but with him. entah lah I feel so close to him. kesan pertama kali ketika orang liat aku bilang "cuek" tapi dia. dia yang bisa bikin aku nggak seperti itu. langsung ngerasa nyaman dan yah maybe just with him I can be myself. awal deket sih ngerasa nyaman karna dia yang selalu ada buat aku kapanpun aku butuh dia. honestly, I'd never feel so close to someone at the first time we know each other! tapi mungkin Tuhan memang punya rencana lain, rencana yang luar biasa indah for me of course. aku gatau dan ga akan pernah tau. dan sekarang aku mulai ngerti. perlahan tapi pasti semakin deket. semakin ngerasa nyaman. aku tau semua tentang dia maybe dan bahkan sebaliknya. aku sadar diri kok ketika temenku bilang "who are you, me? he has a girlfriend! wake up!" hey I did! I realize but I can't go from this.until one day, his girlfriend know that we have a good relationship! and she was mad at him. I know about her feeling cause I'm a girl too. but how? I don't know what should I do. I want to go away from him but he stopped me and ask me to stay! GOD give me the best choice please. I want to do the best what I can but I won't to hurt someone! when I'm gone, their relationship will be okay but how about him? okay that's so difficult to decided. pass the time he said : thanks for entertain me, my sister :) and what? sister? okay I know! since that time, our relationship more bad and bad again. I don't know why. I just can do the best for everyone. his happiness is her not me. maybe it's the best for me, him, and her :) but thank you for coloring my life although just a while :)